A sky full of stars...

I am houndred of miles away from you.
It's funny how a little while ago I had the typical internal fight between mind and heart.

My mind used to tell my heart that you were not good for me.
But my heart was not listening. That was so painful. It was like nothing made sense.

Now my heart has forfotten you but my mind is eager for your memories.

Yes I miss you. I miss you so much, but it does not hurt anymore. Despites that I think of you every single day I can say now that... I am able to live without you.

I guess that my mind is stuck with a possiblity that it will never happen.

And now a sky full of stars is above me. And... you are the one that comes into my mind.

Do I still love you?

Yes.

But time is healing me... so I pray to God that tomorrow will be the day that I will not love you no more.

And whe that tomorrow comes... I will see another sky full of stars again and I will not think of you. That is my 11:11 wish for tonight.

Thank you.

Despite the awful experience that I had with you almost 2 months ago, I must say:

1st. I am much better now... I actually think of you but I do not feel pain or regrets.

2nd. Now I do not think about my life as a "." But I see my life as a ";"

3rd. Thanks to you I learned to identify people more accurately . No one will ever hurt me, play me or take advantage of me as you did. Ever again.

So... at the end of the day I am glad that I met you cause I like this new version of me. No feelings at all. No regrets at all. Not looking for a prince charming that more likely will never come.. but the most that I am thankful to you is that I stop believing in guys and in love... as these two will always make your life a hell.

Thanks seriously thanks...

The girl with the golden hair.

Once I met a girl, her skin was pale like milk her eyes were green like emeralds her hair was golden like the sun.

I never expected that this girl would love me like a brother... I never expected that I would love her like a sister.

Now I can say... she is one of the women of my life.

Life would be unbearable without her. Life would be pointless without her.

I would dare to say that she is the love of my life.

She will always be on the good and bad times with me, and though we argue sometimes, we always find a way to fix and mend whatever it might be broken.

She has mend my heart whenever a bad boy has made my life a hell.

I must say that I am in love with this beautiful girl, that on the outside she seems thug I know that on the inside she is fragile like any oher girl.

And on the dawn of her birthday I just hope and wish that God will give her many more years to live by my side.

Je t'aime ma blonde, plus que ma prope vie.

Loneliness.

I remember the days when loneliness was a good friend of mine.

We used to eat together, we use to sleep together, she was my perfect date.

Now she has become so distant sometimes I wonder if we still have the good relation that we used to have.

She is no lo longer joyful to me. I want to know what happened to her.

I want to se her again as i used to see her. My great companion.

But... I do not know if we will be the same again.

I miss the way that she used to be.

I want my old friend loneliness back, but not this way.

The greek god boy.

Now... it seems that a boy has been sent from above.

Now...he actually makes me happy.

He is so tall, handsome as hell. Has this beautiful smile, loving his eyes.

Just one thing; his heart is broken.

Now it is my turn to mend his heart. As he deserves to be happy

Now it is my turn to be happy with him.

I know thay we can be happy together.

Je t'adore mon D.M. Tu est trés beau!