Most people is afraid of Darkness, yes normal people is afraid of her.
But I do love her, I enjoy her company, you can be yourself in the dark, you can be naked in the dark and no one will ever notice, there might be a ghost right in front of you but Darkness will protect you from seeing it.
Darkness itself is not bad, I am more afraid of the Light cause... true monsters are hidden in The light with a deep darkness inside... That is the kind of darkness that is able to actually hurt you, take away your soul your beliefs and destroy your heart, I know that the kind of darkness that these monsters hide inside of them is kind of fascinating... it allures you until there is no way out and until you are not able to see what is really happening.
Now I know that that is the reason why I felt so deeply in love with you. Cause your soul is so dark that I immediately felt for you. You my dear...you have the most dark and soulless heart that I have ever known. I confused the lovely Darkness who is my companion every night with the darkness inside of you.
You were right when you used to tell me "I am a monster"... maybe at that point there was some good left you and you were just trying to warned me to stay away from you... But... I did not see what was coming.
There was something more disturbing inside of you... something that it was in front of me all the time... that demon.
You unleashed that demon and it destroyed everything that I once ever felt for you and it took the love that it was inside of me... the love that I felt for you as a weakness... It destroyed me as well.
I been on a war against that demon since that day... and luckily I have been able to fight back with grace... of course that in war there are a lot of casualties, my heart died, my ego suffered, my mind took a path into craziness and my body got so cold. But there are some winnings as well... now I have developed a sixth sense that allowes me to see the monsters hidden in the light and cut their heads off until they are too close.
Yes darling now I am what I am cause you made me this way...Cold.
Now your memory seems so far away... and I know that your soul is more darker than ever...and that the demon stills hiding inside of that darkness just waiting for a new victim to drag into.
That demon sometimes scapes from that darkness and tries to bring me down but now I am brave enough to fight it.. and even when it seems that I am about to loose, somehow I am always able to defeat it.
Now I turn off the lights and let the sweet darkness of the night to embrace me and that my dear... is the only darkness that I will ever trust from now on.
