El Parcero.

So now? So now what?
I met you when I was already fine...
You came to me so unexpected... so strong! So full of life... so happy.

I do love you parcero. But I have to contain my feelings towards you.

Once I felt that my heart was already in your hands. But I decided to take it away and keep it for myself on a safe place... on a place that will not suffer...

I wish i could have met you on a time when you would have been ready for me.

But my parcero... your heart is somewhere else coming back where it belongs... with him... despites that he is no longer in your life.

Half of your heart is with me... only when i am arround.

I only wish that he never comes back... cause that day my parcero... will be the day that i will lost you. And if that happens... it will be the day that you will lost me for good. And forever.

At the end only time will decide what will happen.... my mind, body and heart belongs to you...

I just hope that at the end you end up with me... cause i am more that willing to make you happy.

I will fight for you my parcero... but lets be honest... at the moment that i realize that it is a lost cause... i will retire myself with dignity and knwing that i fought for you with all of the wapons that a i have in my hands.

I can not force you to love... but i will force myself to not love you if necesary.

Still parcero... will see what time decides.